I used to think education was the most important thing in my life. Recently my attitude has begun to change, although I still hold that it is essential for everyone in the world today. As a top junior student in
my college, I was asked to make a speech on how to learn English well. Standing in front of the audience
and facing so many freshmen, I was trembling. I didn"t remember any word that I had prepared. I ran out
of the conference room without finishing my speech, leaving everyone puzzled. I cried that night in my
room, feeling that I was a loser. Studying takes up so much of my time that I feel unable to really develop
myself. I am just storing knowledge, yet I fail to communicate with others. I have received many awards
in school, but they don"t necessarily reflect anything about me. I don"t know how to socialize. When I leave
school I fear I will be of no use to society.
I realize that everyone has his own way of living. I want to change my lifestyle. Of course I will keep
studying. Yet I plan to look for a part-time job, which might turn out to be a good chance to get to know
society. I still believe that working my hardest makes me happy. I will still stay on in college. But I will not
allow it to shelter me from the real world.